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Is God a War Criminal? January 30, 2012

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I’ve written before on more than one occasion that I’m going through the EfM (Education for Ministry) program at our church and that it has been quite interesting and enlightening. In case you don’t recall what it is, EfM is a four year program from the Sewanee School of Theology that takes participants through the Old Testament (year 1), the New Testament (year 2), Church History (year 3), and Theology (year 4). Each week we work through in depth readings from the Bible and the materials from Sewanee, then we meet on Sunday evenings to discuss the things we learned and talk our way through various issues. Every time we meet I’m struck by the level of intelligence and insight from my fellow parishioners and it has quickly become something I greatly look forward to each week.

Last week’s reading was a troubling one for me, though, as I read through the book of Joshua, the account of Israel’s conquering of Canaan. In this book, you read time and again where, according to the writer, God tells Israel to completely wipe out cities, killing every man, woman, and child, in order to take possession of it. In essence, God is telling Israel to commit genocide.

It’s hard for me to wrap my mind around a God characterized by love, who later in the manifestation of Jesus is known as the prince of peace, that then demands these sorts of atrocities be carried out. It’s certainly not a God I would want to follow. So the question must be asked, should God be automatically absolved of these acts? Should God be held accountable? Is our sense of morality today better than God’s? We would surely not hesitate to condemn actions like these if taken today.

It’s a difficult situation, and one that I can only reconcile by looking beyond the actual text. In reading the accompanying materials, you learn that these accounts were most likely written much later, centuries after the actual conquest took place. I wonder if, when looking back, the writers felt the need to justify these actions and in doing so, bolster their claim to be the chosen people of God. Is there a better way to legitimize unconscionable acts than to proclaim it the will of God?

This of course led me to reference the great Bob Dylan song, “With God on Our Side,” and its lyrics describing the dangerous American myth of divine predilection. It’s a dangerous thing to believe that deity can be claimed and contained, yet the idea continues to perpetuate itself around the world, whether in followers of radical Islam, the fundamentalist churches of America, or untold numbers of other ways.

The farther away I’ve gotten from a belief that the Bible is inerrant and perfect, the better my understanding has become. There’s still a long way to go and a lot of questions to ask, but this look at things has done wonders to soothe my soul.

P.S. In succeeding meetings I’ve name dropped Derrida and Dylan. This is my kind of program.

Awake My Soul: My First Year as an Episcopalian, Part 7 December 6, 2011

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The past year has been a great one and a wonderful experience, so we look to the future and wonder what lies ahead. The transformation from the CoC to the Episcopal Church has been like stepping onto another planet and discovering that you’ve been on the wrong one the whole time. I couldn’t imagine being anywhere else.

We had our kids baptized on Easter Sunday. It was a beautiful experience and also served as our official way of stating that we were there to stay. We are Episcopalians.

Our oldest, Rachel, is an acolyte in the church, meaning that she gets to participate in various tasks during worship services. Generally, when it is her turn to serve, she carries in Gospel and presents it to Fr. Patrick to read during services, but occasionally she does other things. This past Sunday she carried the Virgin Mary for the Nativity scene set before the altar.

Bekah and J.D. aren’t old enough to take much of a role in services yet, but as far as I can tell, they are both very happy with the church.

Diana took on the weekly task of baking communion bread for our service, an act that has been a huge hit among our fellow parishioners who don’t care for the (non)taste of Styrofoam wafers. She also has another role in the works that I can’t mention yet except to say that we’re really excited about it.

As I’ve mentioned several times in the past, I began the EfM program this Fall and it has been a true revelation. As a first year student I am working my way through the Hebrew Bible, reading it, reading the EfM material, and reflecting on all of it. It’s an intensive study, much more so than anything I’ve done in the past and our regular meetings have quickly become one of my favorite times of the week. I love the fact that, when considering the Bible, we don’t start with the assumption that it is perfect and inerrant. Rather, we look at passages and study who wrote it, why they wrote it, and what meaning it would have had to people of that time. It’s the type of thing I’d read about for a long time, but had never actually heard it spoken of in a non-condescending tone at church. I love the way that they accept everyone, even a self-described “hopeful agnostic” like me and I’m consistently amazed at the amount of deep thinking and reflection I see from others.

It’s been a great year and I’m looking forward to many more to come.

On Kierkegaard and the Suspension of the Ethical November 21, 2011

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I’ll return to the Awake My Soul series soon, maybe following the Thanksgiving holiday, but today I had another subject to bring up for discussion and perhaps find some additional insight.

Last week’s EfM (Education for Ministry) reading took me to the story of Abraham, namely that which regards his near-sacrifice of his son, Isaac. Now, I have read this story numerous times in the past, but this time I did so with a more critical eye and came away with some perplexing questions.

First, of course, I read the Biblical account, followed by the EfM notes regarding it, and then quickly reread Soren Kierkegaard’s Fear and Trembling, to give a little extra understanding and perspective on the story. I’m sure most of you are familiar with the patriarchal tale, but in case you are not, this recounts God’s telling Abraham to sacrifice the son promised to him, Isaac. Abraham goes to do so, but God stops him at the last minute, instead sending an animal for sacrifice, thus rendering the faith of Abraham as the standard by which to live.

The story bothers me on a number of accounts. What does it say about Abraham that he was willing to bargain with God for the lives of the people of Sodom and Gomorrah, but went along unquestioningly when it involved his own son? What does it say for the character of God to order such an action, regardless of the fact that a scapegoat, as it were, was introduced at the last minute?

Kierkegaard explains this long-standing quandary by appealing to what he terms, a “teleological suspension of the ethical,” meaning that God’s ways are higher and more important than those principles we regard as moral, those presumably put in place by God. He goes on to call Abraham a “knight of faith,” for going against human moral conventions in his “infinite resignation” to the will of God and in his “absolute duty to God.”

In my view that makes God out to be quite manipulative and capricious, with an arbitrary attitude toward morality. Believe me, I’m no Kantian moral absolutist. I believe that laws and ethics have a highly situational aspect to them. At the same time, I do not at all buy into the maxim that “the ends justify the means,” a short sentence that can be used to justify everything from relatively inconsequential actions to dropping an atomic bomb.

So, I’m torn and like everyone else I do not have a satisfactory answer. Instead, I’ll turn to the tragic existentialist poet Elliott Smith, whose sadness and beauty shown like a dimly lit star, one snuffed out some eight years ago. These are the lyrics to his song “Alameda.”

You walk down Alameda
Shuffling your deck of trick cards over everyone
Like some precious only son
Face down, bow to the champion

You walk down Alameda
Looking at the cracks in the sidewalk
Thinking about your friends
How you maintain all of them in a constant state of suspense

For your own protection over their affection
Nobody broke you heart
You broke your own because you can’t finish what you start

Walk down Alameda
Brushing off the nightmares you wish
Could plague me when I’m awake
And now you see your first mistake

Was thinking that you could relate
For one or two minutes she liked you
But the fix is in

You’re all pretension
I never pay attention
Nobody broke your heart

You broke your own because you can’t finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own because you can’t finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own because you can’t finish what you start
If you’re alone it must be you that wants to be apart.

On Unknown Writers and Myths October 3, 2011

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After only two weeks of readings and meetings, the EfM (Education for Ministry) program I am involved with at our church has proved to be quite revelatory. Last week’s reading continued the introduction to the Pentateuch, as we this time looked at two major concepts of interest: the writers of the books and the concept of myth.

I had read about the Documentary Hypothesis in the past and had found it to be an intriguing alternative to the verbal, plenary inspiration that had long dominated my church experiences, but, despite i’s merits, this was the first time I had ever heard it spoken of in a church situation that wasn’t either mocking it or drawing an “us vs. them” line in the sand. In case you are not familiar with the idea, the Documentary Hypothesis makes the case that the Pentateuch was not written by Moses in the centuries before Hebrew was a written language, but that it was actually composed by four sources known as J, E, D, and P. This line of thought began a few centuries ago (CE 1685) when a French priest took note of the seeming contradictions and repetitions found in the text. Upon investigation, he also noticed a “regular variation in the name for God,” that some sections referred to God as Elohim (“the gods”) and some referred to an actual name, YHWH. Later scholars took this idea and partitioned the writings into sections along these lines, calling those parts referring to Elohim the “E” document and those referring to YHWH the “J” document (In German it is transliterated JHVH). As time went on and more biblical scholars investigated the matter, it became clear that two sources were not enough. They found that there were sections of E that were much different than the rest of the document. These sections dealt with temple worship, the priesthood, and the lengthy genealogies found in the text. Because of its concern with the priesthood, scholars called this the P document. Then another source, the D document, was also singled out. It included the “new Law” purportedly discovered in the Temple under King Josiah (621 BCE). These were then combined by redactors, or people who take already existing documents and weave them together to make a common document.

J is the earliest of the documents and dates to 950 BCE. E follows that around 850 BCE, D is from roughly 650 BCE, and P originated in the post-exilic period, 538-450 BCE. There were several other points of interest to me in the comparison of the four sources. For example, though J and E are both anthropomorphic (using human characteristics to describe God), J is more direct, with God coming down to speak to humans face-to-face, while E uses intermediaries like angels. Another difference that caught my attention was regarding miracles and natural happenings. According to the lesson, J and E describe “God’s use of natural phenomena,” that he sent plagues to Egypt and used an east wind to blow back the Red Sea, while P is more likely to use miracles, saying that it was the “supernatural rod of Moses which divided the water.”

Perhaps the most important thing in this section for me was the ease with which the Documentary Hypothesis can deal with textual problems, those things which are usually either glossed over or put through theological acrobatics to squeeze them into a predetermined perspective.

The second piece of subject matter revolves around the nature of the stories told in the text, most importantly, the concept of myth. Those of you who are longtime readers of this blog know that I have had a fascination with myth in scripture for some time. Back in December 2009 I wrote a lengthy series entitled, The Birth Myth, regarding the story of the birth of Jesus. Later on I touched on the Creation myth and then spoke of it again when I told of seeing renowned scholar Marcus Borg speak at the Lenten series held by Calvary Episcopal Church.

Myths are usually misunderstood in our post-Enlightenment culture, in which we tend to disregard stories for being unfactual, and therefore not important. Yet myths, as the lesson reads, are “the deepest expressions of truth that a culture or a people can speak.” The aformentioned Borg defines a myth as, “stories about the way things never were, but always are.” Myths are the stories that help us to understand our place in this world, in this universe, that aid us in finding meaning in life, in coming to grips with the human condition and how we relate to the Divine. According to the reading:

Myths are more than just bits of literature. They speak of the important things that lie at the heart of a religion. They are not just stories about things long ago, even very mysterious things long ago. They describe the deepest matters of life at any time. The point is not that long ago something happened that caused the world to be here; the point is that the world and all that is created (and is being created) stand in a particular relationship to the god or gods, and that relationship is described in the myth. Thus, the myth says something that is true about the world now, or at least something that the myth claims is true.

And later:

The myth that describes the point of view out of which you live your life, make your decisions, and hold your values, will express the most important depths of your life.

As we continue on with our study of Genesis, we will “study the myths of creation, sin and judgment in order to see how the people of Israel saw the terms of human life under God.”

It should be interesting.

Thoughts?

Reevaluating Inspiration September 26, 2011

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As I’ve mentioned recently, I’ve recently begun a program called EfM (Education for Ministry) through our church. It’s a four year commitment, based on seminary materials, that takes participants on a thought provoking trip through scriptures, tradition, and theology. I’m in year one, which is Old Testament, and our first week’s lesson mainly gave an overview of the Hebrew Bible and of the textual criticism dealing with it. Among these summaries was a short section on inspiration and the formation of the biblical canon that I found to be quite refreshing.

Having grown up in a more Fundamentalist sort of church, it was often assumed, either implicitly or explicitly, that biblical inspiration and, by extension, biblical inerrancy were a core belief. I heard that the Bible was, basically, written under the influence of verbal, plenary inspiration, that God told the writers what to write, word-for-word, and that every word came directly from that heavenly plane above. Please note that this idea, like most, is not universal in the Church of Christ, but that I remember hearing it talked of in this manner. For my own part, I started to have a problem with this doctrine years ago when I first really read my Bible from beginning to end and started to ask questions, most of which I brought about little but dismissive non-answers. I began to investigate further and soon found myself engrossed in the works of writers like Marcus Borg, John Shelby Spong, and others who helped me understand that the Fundamentalist view was untenable and that perhaps there was another, more logical, view.

I say this because there was a section in our EfM readings from last week regarding the inspiration of the Hebrew Bible that I found to be interesting:

What seems clear is that the original writers did not think they were writing “Holy Scripture.” The community of faith looked back and came to believe that the Spirit of God was uniquely present in these particular texts which we now term canonical.

Thoughts?

I think I’m going to really like EfM.

Thankfulness July 13, 2011

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Have I mentioned how happy we are with our new church home, St. Timothy’s Episcopal Church, and how much it has changed our lives?

Yeah, I know I have over and over again, but please indulge me at least one more time.

It’s amazing to me that we, as complete outsiders, have been embraced so warmly and so fully by the community of St. Tim’s. In our time there, we’ve quickly made good friends and have thrown ourselves into the workings of the church.

I’ve watched with great joy as Diana has really blossomed into her role, one which may become more official and be greatly expanded in the future (our priest has plans for her, but I’m not going to spill the beans to the general public just yet).

The kids, particularly our oldest, have latched onto the new church as well. As the father of two young daughters, it pained me in the past to think of them condemned to life as a second class citizen, with ironclad limitations keeping them imprisoned because their genetic die roll happened to land on female. In our new environment, the sky is the limit for their future in the church. They can look at our new curate (priest in training) or even as high as the presiding bishop herself and know that they will not be held back because of their gender. It’s a wonderful thing to witness.

As for me, well I’ve been fingered as someone to start the EFM (Educational Foundations for Ministry) program in the fall. For those of you not familiar with it, EFM is basically the four year seminary curriculum for laypeople, and it will certainly serve to scratch the intellectual and theological itch that I’ve long felt but have rarely found others to join in alongside me.

So, yeah, things are going well and the future is bright.

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